Shitshow
If the past 36 hours were an ice cream flavour, it'd be (to quote Wayne's World) Praline and Dick. What a fucking sack of stressful shite. To clarify the situation, I worked on a ward I had never worked before, in a building I FUCKING HATE and a genre of nursing which only a select few are capable of nursing in, and a genre I cannot nurse in, a genre which I have very limited experience in and one I actively avoid because I FUCKING HATE IT. So I spent 8 hours terrified. 8 fucking hours. And not terrified of the patients, I need to add. Terrified of fucking up because I'm inexperienced in a place such as this. Of making the wrong decision and someone gets hurt because I have no idea what the fuck I'm doing because I don't have enough experience! 8 fucking hours feeling scared and overwhelmed and stressed. I was literally aching when I got home as I had been so tense. And what did I do when I got home? I did what every other person does when they'...